If you knew me prior to 2014, you would have thought something along the lines of, "There's a girl who's high on life. A girl who gets it; who is in love with the life she's living. She understands what's really important; has a large family who loves and supports her, a boyfriend who spoils … Continue reading Behind Her Smile
Well hello there! Many of you have been checking in on a daily basis, no doubt wondering where in the world I had disappeared to. On May 26th, Vic and I were involved in a rear-end collision. We were headed to grab a little pizza I had called in for supper and while stopped at … Continue reading Where I’ve Been
As I get ready to close the door on 31, I can't help but pause and wonder how I managed to keep putting one foot in front of the other some days. It was a hard year, but it was one of exponential personal growth. It was the year I learned that my mental health … Continue reading Goodbye 31; Thank You.
For months I've wanted to share this post. To share my story. But for several reasons, I couldn't bring myself to. I wasn't sure if I wanted to have my utmost vulnerable moments ripped open for the world to see and judge. I wasn't sure if I wanted to expose my thoughts and feelings the … Continue reading #getloud
Have you ever wanted to say something, but kept it in because you just didn't want to deal with someone's reaction? Of course you have. I'm sure most of us wish we could be Sheldon Cooper for a day (or twenty) - me, if I were able to have one super power, the ability to … Continue reading Censorship Be Damned
I popped the cover on the can of primer and began painting the hallway of our apartment today. He didn't want me to paint, I knew it. But I've been on Pinterest a little too much lately and was determined to give our home a facelift. "Ugh, I hate painting." Which he totally does and … Continue reading These Green Walls
The feelings of inadequacy can be crippling. Each time you're told you're not enough, is like a physical blow. It dents the ego until it's nonexistent. It shatters your spirit until you're convinced you're worthless. It breaks your heart and decimates your very soul. It creates a stress like no other. One that has you … Continue reading You Are Enough . . .You Are More Than Enough . . .
I have SO much sympathy for those who are actively battling infertility and even more who have been battling for years. You guys are truly amazing. I haven't really discussed fertility that much with doctors, but it has recently come up with my new endocrinologist. She discovered a note on my file made by my … Continue reading The Baby Battle Continues
Motherhood: a struggle at every stage. For several years I was asked when I was going to have children. The assumption slowly turned to never. For me, it was a personal decision I wasn't prepared to make, nor did I think I should have to. At 20; 25; 28; 30 even. Children are a lifelong … Continue reading Motherhood
It happens to the best of us - or so I kept telling myself. Creative burnout. Writers block. Loss of inspiration. Call it what you will, but you get the point. I was feeling uninspired for - well the last year. I wasn't feeling the zing with the things I normally did. I was sitting … Continue reading Inspiration